I go by Trish and I am 20 years old.

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Hey, let's make this brief. Pull off the bandaid, huh?

Okay.

So I'm in rehab. An outpatient rehabilitation program, actually. It's awesome. That was sarcastic, by the way. I spend my time either in tears, on the phone for support, or relapsing.

I'm quite miserable.

I can't believe I'm telling everybody this. But it is important. And I kind of hope to make it through some day. On some levels. So if you want to know more about how I'm doing, you can always, always contact me at these places to know more. I don't care if I just know you from the internet, or we or estranged, or anything. I could use your company. And I could use anyone's company, honestly.

Okay, so contact me here:

meyerp@ius.edu
18122670545 (my cell, and I especially respond to any text, because those are cheaper, but calls are awesome, too)
dameyerchicks@aol.com

Or comment here.

I love you guys. I'm sorry to anybody I may have hurt with my problems.

Oh, and most embarrassing of all? I'm making this public.

OK, it is so rainy and windy outside that my umbrella just inverted. Isn't that terrible?

My mom kicked me out of the house the other day and I had to sleep in my car. It sucked. Things are better now, but it'd be stupid to go into detail on it because it would probably just make me more depressed.

I need to schedule an outing with like eight friends. It's been way long since I've done anything like that since I got into University.

My C106 professor just told me I was failing. That also sucked. But I don't know if I still want to even be in Computer Science. I think I'd rather be in Library Science, being a librarian sounds like a good job. Peaceful. Or something.

I actually use my facebook now. Add me if you want.

Dude, I need some cheering up so bad. Funny links and things would be a plus. :(